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Roller CoasterShe is on a rollercoaster this is not her first but this one is different its new its special. A ride that she would have never gone on before. She is now on board. She puts on her saftey belt and it starts it seemed slow but now its progressing. She likes this rollercoaster even though it can be scary...the ride is now getting scarier she doesn't know what to do. On thing is for sure she doesn't want the ride to ever stop but she is not in control. what can she do...what will happen next...only the operator know he is in control...
yWhy should i cry
There is really no point in it.
Because when i let it all out
I feel better for that second but its still there
Deep in my soul i can't quiet pin point it but its there.
Eating my soul
Poisoning my mind
I laugh at my own pain
The tears never fall
so i sit
the one who will make a break through
who can console me
the one who cares
no one cares
so i wait
i wait till the day
the day that i feel
because no one cares they say they do
but tomorrow is just another day
of pain, misfortune, broken hearts
lies, yearning, high hopes broken dreams
I laugh and wonder
Why do i feel this way
The reason is -
BlueSkies are blue
I am too
What about you
This isn't new
I would feel too
This blue that corrupts my view
The beautiful dew
Its not like you
Could change my view
On what I thinks is true
That is overwelmingly true
What to do
Why am i asking you????
What could you do
To remove this blue
That corrupts my view.
So i will stay blue
I find something new
Something to clear my vision through.
I must not feel wellIt all started with this feeling
A feeling I can't describe
But it change the way I see you
And the way I feel inside
I thought it was just a phase but its not over yet
You've only known this for a month
Wait its been longer?
I started to see you in this funny way about a few months back
I put your picture on my mirror
Wait, it gets deeper than that
When I first told some one, It was hell to pay.
Because from there it grew.
Eventually I stopped caring.
Until you fell in the loop.
Thats when things got scary
I tried to play it off
but you wouldn't let it go
So I had to pretend that it was just a game
It didn't stop my blushing
It didn't stop the pain
When ever you walked in my direction
I'd always turn the other way
But one day you caught me
And blocked off my way
The day you asked me
Yea that day
You knew what you were going to say
I could have almost fainted..
But that would have been so unlike me
Sure..was all i said so u wouldn't hear that stutter.
on old sanzu - absolutely true fictionlast fall i stole my friend down by the tama river. we sang. we danced. we skipped dead fish like rocks and watched them get swallowed by the undertow. we got sick off of bad chinese food and went skinny-dipping and then a week later she drowned herself.
her uncle was a yakuza, i think, but he really just wanted to be al pacino or something. anyway, she loved him a lot. maybe that’s why she went down the way she went down; cement shoes. not real cement, but it was the same idea. she had two cloth bags with yellow-painted cinderblocks inside, and they were tied to her ankles like the prisoners’ chains from o brother where art thou.
in my mind’s eye i can see her, limping dreadfully close to the edge of the current, her left hand gripping at her breasts through a loose t-shirt. kneeling by the wastelands, elbows in the gravel, crawling forward out into the water. angry like a dermis under wool, all teeth and salt and sand. sleepy, submissive, sublimated.
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